[Intro]
(Turn me up, Josh)
It's the Life of Betrayal 2X
Throughout all that sh*t, I want you to feel this
(A-A-Ayo Bleu)
[Chorus]
Pouring this drank inside my cup, boy, this ain't no Actavis
Young ni**a in the street bad as fu*k, I was just an active jit
Right now on the corner with dope boys and all the savages
I got up off my dick, got on my sh*t, tell me why y'all mad at this
Oh, I, I don't like the ni**a next to me
Oh, I reach for the sky like it's next to me
But I don't know why, why God keep on blessing me
And I don't know why, the ones I love, they keep stressing me
[Verse 1]
Put it all on the table, remember times when I wasn't able
I was mad at the cable man 'causе they had cut off all the cable
Bridgеs burning, I had turned alone the table
We was struggling bad, so we weren't financially stable
Oh, I shot so many times so I'll never put my guard down
I was an animal in these streets so they had sent me to the dog pound
Sitting on a b*tch but now I ball now
Can't depend on nobody, they let me all down
I shot [?] they shut me all down
Took a hundred out the bank and I broke bread with all my ni**as
I want the best for all the guys, it ain't right if I don't shine with all my ni**as
I'm a boss so don't belittle me
Won a lot of battles but I lost to the streets
I lost some people who I wish was still here with me
[Chorus]
Pouring this drank inside my cup, boy, this ain't no Actavis
Young ni**a in the street bad as fu*k, I was just an active jit
Right now on the corner with dope boys and all the savages
I got up off my dick, got on my sh*t, tell me why y'all mad at this
Oh, I, I don't like the ni**a next to me
Oh, I reach for the sky like it's next to me
But I don't know why, why God keep on blessing me
And I don't know why, the ones I love, they keep stressing me
[Verse 2]
I still got questions for all the ones above
I know you ain't happy but do you wish you where we was
I know that things would be different
Know how it feels to be down bad so if I lose I'll survive
I'm just so open on this mic, I know it, man, this pain come alive
I watched this dope dealer sell dope to all the hood aunties
They all be fiending so bad they'll su*k dick to support they needs
I know a lady who took care of me grabbed my hand and begging please
Told her I ain't had nothing for her, she know I was lying, just too hard to believe
But I don't know why, why God made me the chosen one
And I don't know why, why I'm quick to put a hole in one
But Lord knows I try, this title, I'm tryna hold it up
Can't close my eyes, 'cause all my dreams, I got murder, mm
[Chorus]
Pouring this drank inside my cup, boy, this ain't no Actavis
Young ni**a in the street bad as fu*k, I was just an active jit
Right now on the corner with dope boys and all the savages
I got up off my dick, got on my sh*t, tell me why y'all mad at this
Oh, I, I don't like the ni**a next to me
Oh, I reach for the sky like it's next to me
But I don't know why, why God keep on blessing me
And I don't know why, the ones I love, they keep stressing me