[Intro] (Turn me up, Josh) It's the Life of Betrayal 2X Throughout all that sh*t, I want you to feel this (A-A-Ayo Bleu) [Chorus] Pouring this drank inside my cup, boy, this ain't no Actavis Young ni**a in the street bad as fu*k, I was just an active jit Right now on the corner with dope boys and all the savages I got up off my dick, got on my sh*t, tell me why y'all mad at this Oh, I, I don't like the ni**a next to me Oh, I reach for the sky like it's next to me But I don't know why, why God keep on blessing me And I don't know why, the ones I love, they keep stressing me [Verse 1] Put it all on the table, remember times when I wasn't able I was mad at the cable man 'causе they had cut off all the cable Bridgеs burning, I had turned alone the table We was struggling bad, so we weren't financially stable Oh, I shot so many times so I'll never put my guard down I was an animal in these streets so they had sent me to the dog pound Sitting on a b*tch but now I ball now Can't depend on nobody, they let me all down I shot [?] they shut me all down Took a hundred out the bank and I broke bread with all my ni**as I want the best for all the guys, it ain't right if I don't shine with all my ni**as I'm a boss so don't belittle me Won a lot of battles but I lost to the streets I lost some people who I wish was still here with me [Chorus] Pouring this drank inside my cup, boy, this ain't no Actavis Young ni**a in the street bad as fu*k, I was just an active jit Right now on the corner with dope boys and all the savages I got up off my dick, got on my sh*t, tell me why y'all mad at this Oh, I, I don't like the ni**a next to me Oh, I reach for the sky like it's next to me But I don't know why, why God keep on blessing me And I don't know why, the ones I love, they keep stressing me [Verse 2] I still got questions for all the ones above I know you ain't happy but do you wish you where we was I know that things would be different Know how it feels to be down bad so if I lose I'll survive I'm just so open on this mic, I know it, man, this pain come alive I watched this dope dealer sell dope to all the hood aunties They all be fiending so bad they'll su*k dick to support they needs I know a lady who took care of me grabbed my hand and begging please Told her I ain't had nothing for her, she know I was lying, just too hard to believe But I don't know why, why God made me the chosen one And I don't know why, why I'm quick to put a hole in one But Lord knows I try, this title, I'm tryna hold it up Can't close my eyes, 'cause all my dreams, I got murder, mm [Chorus] Pouring this drank inside my cup, boy, this ain't no Actavis Young ni**a in the street bad as fu*k, I was just an active jit Right now on the corner with dope boys and all the savages I got up off my dick, got on my sh*t, tell me why y'all mad at this Oh, I, I don't like the ni**a next to me Oh, I reach for the sky like it's next to me But I don't know why, why God keep on blessing me And I don't know why, the ones I love, they keep stressing me