I spend a lot of time thinking about
the things that I should have figured out
as a kid, but never did
The only way to get this anger to pa**
is drown myself in another gla**
Of distilled, very chilled
I'm not saying that you should have done something for me
I'm not saying that you should have done something for me
Even if you had it wouldn't have helped or changed a thing
I'm not saying that you should have done something for me
I've got my ethanol and every drinks' a curtain call
I've got my ethanol I make believe I climb the walls
I've got my ethanol I don't need a friend, don't need you all
I've got my ethanol I'll fall asleep and forget the world
Don't you worry about this doing me in
It's a battle that I can win
If I quit, or give a sh**
I'm not saying that you should just take the fall for me
I'm not saying that you shouldn't blame it all on me
Even if you do it's not gonna help or change a thing
I'm not saying that you shouldn't be ashamed of me
I've got my ethanol and every drinks' a curtain call
I've got my ethanol I make believe I climb the walls
I've got my ethanol I don't need a friend, don't need you all
I've got my ethanol I'll fall asleep and forget the world
In the end I'm right back where I started
In the end I wake up broken hearted
I can't pretend i'm not feeling lethargic
Impotent, intoxicated, retarded...
I've got my ethanol and every drinks' a curtain call.
I've got my ethanol I make believe I climb the walls.
I've got my ethanol I don't need a friend, don't need you all.
I've got my ethanol I'll fall asleep and forget the world.