I spend a lot of time thinking about the things that I should have figured out as a kid, but never did The only way to get this anger to pa** is drown myself in another gla** Of distilled, very chilled I'm not saying that you should have done something for me I'm not saying that you should have done something for me Even if you had it wouldn't have helped or changed a thing I'm not saying that you should have done something for me I've got my ethanol and every drinks' a curtain call I've got my ethanol I make believe I climb the walls I've got my ethanol I don't need a friend, don't need you all I've got my ethanol I'll fall asleep and forget the world Don't you worry about this doing me in It's a battle that I can win If I quit, or give a sh** I'm not saying that you should just take the fall for me I'm not saying that you shouldn't blame it all on me Even if you do it's not gonna help or change a thing I'm not saying that you shouldn't be ashamed of me I've got my ethanol and every drinks' a curtain call I've got my ethanol I make believe I climb the walls I've got my ethanol I don't need a friend, don't need you all I've got my ethanol I'll fall asleep and forget the world In the end I'm right back where I started In the end I wake up broken hearted I can't pretend i'm not feeling lethargic Impotent, intoxicated, retarded... I've got my ethanol and every drinks' a curtain call. I've got my ethanol I make believe I climb the walls. I've got my ethanol I don't need a friend, don't need you all. I've got my ethanol I'll fall asleep and forget the world.