Late night in my room 'bout to cut the lights
I feel a breeze but I know my window's shut tight
I look around in my room with a lil' fright
I look up and couldn't believe what was on my sight
All I see is a man dressed in all white
I'm trynna see his face but his glow's too bright
So I yell "Tell me who you is"
Cause if you're a ghost; I don't believe in that sh**
All I really want is to lay down and rest
CALM DOWN ni**a IT'S YOUR BOY K-R-S
Nah I can't believe it...This sh** can't be
Last time that I saw your brother was crying on me
YEAH I KNOW...I HEARD ALL THE CRIES
I CAME JUST TO PAY YOU A VISIT FOR AS A SURPRISE
I REALLY DIDN'T MEAN TO GET YOU ALL AFRAID
I KNOW I HAVEN'T VISITED YOUR DREAMS IN A FEW DAYS
Yeah man...Why the f** you be taking so damn long?
YOU SHOULD KNOW I TAKE MY TIME WHEN I'M PUTTING MY CLOTHES ON
sh**...That's right; n***a you don't change
INDEED THAT I WON'T
f** I miss you man
I'm still going through it I can't remove the pain
Why you left so quick? Why you couldn't just remain?
Why you had Christopher call me inside that room
Where I saw you laying still and your Mom's feeling doomed?
I'm so happy to see you but in all I'm still mad
And where the f** is God at; I got some questions for his a**
AYE AYE BE EASY ni**a YOU DON'T WANT THAT
YOU GOT A WHOLE LIFE AHEAD OF YOU AND HE COULD END THAT
I REALLY HAD TO LEAVE 'CAUSE ALL MY JOB WAS DONE
How the f** that makes sense when you got a little son?
COME ON WILL - ADRIAN WILL BE FINE
HIS MOTHER IS THE BEST AND LET HER KNOW SHE'S ALWAYS MINE
TELL HER THAT I ALWAYS CHECK UP ON HER ALL THE TIME
I WISH I COULD WIPE HER TEARS IN THE NIGHT WHEN SHE CRYING
I got you brother; I'll make sure to let her know
By the way I took pictures of Adrian
YEAH I KNOW
You're an angel; I forgot you see it all
So you should know how many people here acting fraud
Acting like they miss you but they don't know you at all
Getting on their Facebook and writing all over your wall
I know I can't judge other people 'bout what they do
But the block feels the same so they understand too
Half of these f**ers don't even know your family
BUT TIME WILL SHOW IF THEIR HONEST JUST LET IT ALL BE
Another thing ; I'm feeling guilty right now
I could of seen you more but I always shut you down
I could of done more, but I never been around
I was hooked on working more and keeping my Mama proud
I AIN'T MAD; I'M PROUD OF YOU, I SAID IT
I'M LOOKIN' DOWN ON YOU WORKIN' HARD WITH A HEADACHE
YOU WANT A BETTER LIFE; DON'T STOP UNTIL YOU GET IT
AND YOU DON'T GOTTA TO FEEL GUILTY NO MORE; YOU COULD DEAD IT
UNDERSTAND THAT ON EARTH YOU GOT A PURPOSE
YOU GOT THE FOOD FOR THOUGHT; ALL YOU GOTTA SERVE IT
Ight Chris, I'll make sure that I will
I just hope I got the sk**s
To make it one day, fo'real
I hope you having these convos with everybody else
Please speak to Chulin; that n***a needs your help
And all your 3 brothers, their pain is on the shelf
'Cause it's hard to reach for it when you do it by yourself
TRUST ME, I UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU'RE SAYING
I'LL REACH OUT TO THEM IN THE NIGHT WHEN THEY'RE LAYING
TELL MY MOMS AND MY POPS THAT I HEAR THEM WHEN THEY'RE PRAYING
GOTTA GO BACK TO THE GATE; TURTLE'S WAITING
AND BY THE WAY, TURTLE SAID HE GOT A MESSAGE FOR YOU
TO TELL EVERYONE IN GERARD TO ALWAYS STAY LOYAL
AND THAT HE MISSES EVERYONE MAN TRULY
TO GIVE A HUG TO SWIZZ AND TO GIVE A HUG TO LOONEY
Sure thing; tell him it's a done deal
I really don't wanna end this convo man, fo'real
Man fo'real
Really don't wanna end this convo man, fo'real
I can't believe you're gone
I know God is good but to me he did me wrong
Man I can't believe you're gone
They say God is good but to us he did us wrong