Late night in my room 'bout to cut the lights I feel a breeze but I know my window's shut tight I look around in my room with a lil' fright I look up and couldn't believe what was on my sight All I see is a man dressed in all white I'm trynna see his face but his glow's too bright So I yell "Tell me who you is" Cause if you're a ghost; I don't believe in that sh** All I really want is to lay down and rest CALM DOWN ni**a IT'S YOUR BOY K-R-S Nah I can't believe it...This sh** can't be Last time that I saw your brother was crying on me YEAH I KNOW...I HEARD ALL THE CRIES I CAME JUST TO PAY YOU A VISIT FOR AS A SURPRISE I REALLY DIDN'T MEAN TO GET YOU ALL AFRAID I KNOW I HAVEN'T VISITED YOUR DREAMS IN A FEW DAYS Yeah man...Why the f** you be taking so damn long? YOU SHOULD KNOW I TAKE MY TIME WHEN I'M PUTTING MY CLOTHES ON sh**...That's right; n***a you don't change INDEED THAT I WON'T f** I miss you man I'm still going through it I can't remove the pain Why you left so quick? Why you couldn't just remain? Why you had Christopher call me inside that room Where I saw you laying still and your Mom's feeling doomed? I'm so happy to see you but in all I'm still mad And where the f** is God at; I got some questions for his a** AYE AYE BE EASY ni**a YOU DON'T WANT THAT YOU GOT A WHOLE LIFE AHEAD OF YOU AND HE COULD END THAT I REALLY HAD TO LEAVE 'CAUSE ALL MY JOB WAS DONE How the f** that makes sense when you got a little son? COME ON WILL - ADRIAN WILL BE FINE HIS MOTHER IS THE BEST AND LET HER KNOW SHE'S ALWAYS MINE TELL HER THAT I ALWAYS CHECK UP ON HER ALL THE TIME I WISH I COULD WIPE HER TEARS IN THE NIGHT WHEN SHE CRYING I got you brother; I'll make sure to let her know By the way I took pictures of Adrian YEAH I KNOW You're an angel; I forgot you see it all So you should know how many people here acting fraud Acting like they miss you but they don't know you at all Getting on their Facebook and writing all over your wall I know I can't judge other people 'bout what they do But the block feels the same so they understand too Half of these f**ers don't even know your family BUT TIME WILL SHOW IF THEIR HONEST JUST LET IT ALL BE Another thing ; I'm feeling guilty right now I could of seen you more but I always shut you down I could of done more, but I never been around I was hooked on working more and keeping my Mama proud I AIN'T MAD; I'M PROUD OF YOU, I SAID IT I'M LOOKIN' DOWN ON YOU WORKIN' HARD WITH A HEADACHE YOU WANT A BETTER LIFE; DON'T STOP UNTIL YOU GET IT AND YOU DON'T GOTTA TO FEEL GUILTY NO MORE; YOU COULD DEAD IT UNDERSTAND THAT ON EARTH YOU GOT A PURPOSE YOU GOT THE FOOD FOR THOUGHT; ALL YOU GOTTA SERVE IT Ight Chris, I'll make sure that I will I just hope I got the sk**s To make it one day, fo'real I hope you having these convos with everybody else Please speak to Chulin; that n***a needs your help And all your 3 brothers, their pain is on the shelf 'Cause it's hard to reach for it when you do it by yourself TRUST ME, I UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU'RE SAYING I'LL REACH OUT TO THEM IN THE NIGHT WHEN THEY'RE LAYING TELL MY MOMS AND MY POPS THAT I HEAR THEM WHEN THEY'RE PRAYING GOTTA GO BACK TO THE GATE; TURTLE'S WAITING AND BY THE WAY, TURTLE SAID HE GOT A MESSAGE FOR YOU TO TELL EVERYONE IN GERARD TO ALWAYS STAY LOYAL AND THAT HE MISSES EVERYONE MAN TRULY TO GIVE A HUG TO SWIZZ AND TO GIVE A HUG TO LOONEY Sure thing; tell him it's a done deal I really don't wanna end this convo man, fo'real Man fo'real Really don't wanna end this convo man, fo'real I can't believe you're gone I know God is good but to me he did me wrong Man I can't believe you're gone They say God is good but to us he did us wrong