Have you ever noticed that
Exactly those things make you sad
That brought a big smile
On your face once ago
Have you ever thought that you
Are able to hate someone who
You held in your arms
To warm eventually
I'm staring
At the ceiling
As I think about
My life and this feeling
Mark my words
It's amazing
How happy you get
When your last hope is leaving
I hate my-
Self because I
Am fooled by my hope
Deceived by my dreams till I'll die
Things you held you throw a away
Were so important till that day
Gave rise to tears
You don't mind anymore