Have you ever noticed that Exactly those things make you sad That brought a big smile On your face once ago Have you ever thought that you Are able to hate someone who You held in your arms To warm eventually I'm staring At the ceiling As I think about My life and this feeling Mark my words It's amazing How happy you get When your last hope is leaving I hate my- Self because I Am fooled by my hope Deceived by my dreams till I'll die Things you held you throw a away Were so important till that day Gave rise to tears You don't mind anymore