Oh Father I fell again
Will you welcome me home even after this?
Because it's only a matter of time
I cannot continue sleeping in this bed of lies
I am walking in pastures but they are burning down
And as far as I can tell there's no way out
I've been running my head into the ground
A nose dive into an ocean that looks and sounds like an unholy mess
If I knew I was lost why did I stay on that path?
Oh we all fall apart usually when we're young
Yeah we poison our livers and suffocate our lungs
And cut out our own tongues
Do you believe me when I say I'm trying, I'm trying to change
But I can't do this on my own
I can feel my heart turning to stone