Weathered [US-MN] - Prodigal lyrics

Oh Father I fell again Will you welcome me home even after this? Because it's only a matter of time I cannot continue sleeping in this bed of lies I am walking in pastures but they are burning down And as far as I can tell there's no way out I've been running my head into the ground A nose dive into an ocean that looks and sounds like an unholy mess If I knew I was lost why did I stay on that path? Oh we all fall apart usually when we're young Yeah we poison our livers and suffocate our lungs And cut out our own tongues Do you believe me when I say I'm trying, I'm trying to change But I can't do this on my own I can feel my heart turning to stone