[Verse: Jai Musiq]
Why do I feel so alone?... Okay I'm really not alone
But it just feels like I'm alone, it's like I really don't belong
My insecurities is here, so I'm not really on my own
Blowing 50k a year, for a Morehouse that's not a home
I don't really like the vibe here, feels like I gotta hide here
Been up here for 2 years, I can truly say I tried here
Emotionally, mentally, spiritually tired here
I honestly don't even think n***as would care if I died here
And I'm just tryna find my place
But the only girl I trust is like a million miles away
Okay only really like 200 but that's besides the case
I'm just hoping the distance don't cause that love to fade away
And I wanna talk to God but we ain't talked in so long
Probably looking down ashamed cause I ain't singing His songs
My mama probably wonder where she went wrong
But it's on me cause if I fail, I wanna do it on my own
And you ever hear this song, I apologize to you
I'm sorry for never telling you that what I be going through
Got enough on ya own plate , so if you take my portion too
Be like 19 years ago when you was eating for two
For 9 months you carried me, hoping you'd never bury me
Yeah I know that thought was scary, you're hoping one day I marry
But I saw what happened to y'all's, that ain't the move
Cause you gave your all to him and look what he did to you
Little brother now, trifling a** potential step mother now
I guess my dad just saw more in her, and still I wonder how
I know you love Malik, but you can do without Mia
Her vibe is just toxic, my little brother don't need it
I'm tryna do better I hope y'all see it
I always say I'm straight but I just can't imagine how
Cause I just see my dad's demons, standing with my past's demons, standing with the bullsh** I'm handling right now
What a wonderful world
[Bridge: Jai Musiq]
What I really need y'all to understand is that I already understand that y'all don't understand me at all. So, hopefully y'all feel me
[Outro: Jai Musiq]
I don't feel right here, I guess this is life here
What a wonderful world, what a wonderful world
I guess I deserve it, I guess this is worth it
What a wonderful world, what a wonderful world
What a wonderful world, what a wonderful world
Why do I feel so alone?
Kendrick said we gon be alright, but I don't think that I'ma be alright
What a wonderful world
Why do I feel so alone?