Ty Boyland - Wonderful World lyrics

[Verse: Jai Musiq] Why do I feel so alone?... Okay I'm really not alone But it just feels like I'm alone, it's like I really don't belong My insecurities is here, so I'm not really on my own Blowing 50k a year, for a Morehouse that's not a home I don't really like the vibe here, feels like I gotta hide here Been up here for 2 years, I can truly say I tried here Emotionally, mentally, spiritually tired here I honestly don't even think n***as would care if I died here And I'm just tryna find my place But the only girl I trust is like a million miles away Okay only really like 200 but that's besides the case I'm just hoping the distance don't cause that love to fade away And I wanna talk to God but we ain't talked in so long Probably looking down ashamed cause I ain't singing His songs My mama probably wonder where she went wrong But it's on me cause if I fail, I wanna do it on my own And you ever hear this song, I apologize to you I'm sorry for never telling you that what I be going through Got enough on ya own plate , so if you take my portion too Be like 19 years ago when you was eating for two For 9 months you carried me, hoping you'd never bury me Yeah I know that thought was scary, you're hoping one day I marry But I saw what happened to y'all's, that ain't the move Cause you gave your all to him and look what he did to you Little brother now, trifling a** potential step mother now I guess my dad just saw more in her, and still I wonder how I know you love Malik, but you can do without Mia Her vibe is just toxic, my little brother don't need it I'm tryna do better I hope y'all see it I always say I'm straight but I just can't imagine how Cause I just see my dad's demons, standing with my past's demons, standing with the bullsh** I'm handling right now What a wonderful world [Bridge: Jai Musiq] What I really need y'all to understand is that I already understand that y'all don't understand me at all. So, hopefully y'all feel me [Outro: Jai Musiq] I don't feel right here, I guess this is life here What a wonderful world, what a wonderful world I guess I deserve it, I guess this is worth it What a wonderful world, what a wonderful world What a wonderful world, what a wonderful world Why do I feel so alone? Kendrick said we gon be alright, but I don't think that I'ma be alright What a wonderful world Why do I feel so alone?