[Intro] x 2
And I loved you…
And I cared…
In November, you weren't there
[Verse 1 – Cairo]
It was November when the embers started burning out
School was over so myself I start to learn about
I learned so many ways to tell people I'm doing fine
Tryna save some face but really just losing my mind
Fresh out of school, waiting tables f**ing mopping floors
Tell that to my 10 year old self and he'd say stop it you're
Telling fibs the Cairo I know's getting hella rich
Not selling ribs so you must have made an error b**h
[Bridge]
I'm here now, man I messed up
November came and changed me, about time I ‘fessed up
[Verse 2]
All my peers are out impressing this year
While I'm just sitting here regressing and just wrestling tears
As they rolling down my cheek, uncontrolled and now I speak-
-with a tone that says my soul has gone but I no longer seek-
-any single sense of selfishness I'm selfless as can be
My soul is so downtrodden with no Supra's on my feet
November saw the trees all lose their suicidal leaves
And the bareness of the branches caused this newer side of me
(And I loved you) As every single leaf fell
(And I cared) It wasn't even hard to tell
(In November) You took me down to hell
You took me down to hell
(You weren't there)
And I loved you…
And I cared…
In November, you weren't there
[Verse 3]
November came and left
No need to say the rest
Ungrateful yes, compared to some I'd say I'm maybe blessed
But the month was suffocating, nothing made me take a breath
But something made me stay and suffer daily with this stress
Though Stockholm Syndrome got me, me I mainly stayed depressed
Though I've started to remember why so vacant is my chest
Cuz despite the shaken rep and all those backwards taken steps
My heart's still in November where it stayed and never left
(In November...
You weren't there)