Truancy Tru - November (Interlude) lyrics

[Intro] x 2 And I loved you… And I cared… In November, you weren't there [Verse 1 – Cairo] It was November when the embers started burning out School was over so myself I start to learn about I learned so many ways to tell people I'm doing fine Tryna save some face but really just losing my mind Fresh out of school, waiting tables f**ing mopping floors Tell that to my 10 year old self and he'd say stop it you're Telling fibs the Cairo I know's getting hella rich Not selling ribs so you must have made an error b**h [Bridge] I'm here now, man I messed up November came and changed me, about time I ‘fessed up [Verse 2] All my peers are out impressing this year While I'm just sitting here regressing and just wrestling tears As they rolling down my cheek, uncontrolled and now I speak- -with a tone that says my soul has gone but I no longer seek- -any single sense of selfishness I'm selfless as can be My soul is so downtrodden with no Supra's on my feet November saw the trees all lose their suicidal leaves And the bareness of the branches caused this newer side of me (And I loved you) As every single leaf fell (And I cared) It wasn't even hard to tell (In November) You took me down to hell You took me down to hell (You weren't there) And I loved you… And I cared… In November, you weren't there [Verse 3] November came and left No need to say the rest Ungrateful yes, compared to some I'd say I'm maybe blessed But the month was suffocating, nothing made me take a breath But something made me stay and suffer daily with this stress Though Stockholm Syndrome got me, me I mainly stayed depressed Though I've started to remember why so vacant is my chest Cuz despite the shaken rep and all those backwards taken steps My heart's still in November where it stayed and never left (In November... You weren't there)