[Verse 1]
Born with urges I can't control
I try to hide it but I know you can see right through me
Yeah, you can see right through me
Questions were answered
Ones I never asked anyway
I need to bury the past like every filter in your ashtray
[Chorus]
I've got her poor choices
Running through my blood
It started 24 years ago
It ends right here where we're starting from
I get this way day to day
I was born with it
But I'll fight it
Because I'm better than this, at least I hope so
[Verse 2]
I'm convinced there's something wrong with me
Is it something I'm inventing?
I was told what she did with me at a time when I was weak
With family I see every 52 weeks
Imagine 36 for 2
Imagine those Baby Blues
I hope I grew to be enough for you
[Chorus]
I've got her poor choices
Running through my blood
It started 24 years ago
It ends right here where we're starting from
I get this way day to day
I was born with it
But I'll fight it
Because I'm better than this, at least I hope so
[Bridge]
Tonight my weak side showed
I made sure I was alone
With a match to light the spark
I had a guide in the dark
Tonight my weak side showed
The weakest side I know
I made sure I was alone
I put myself there, I know
With a match to light the spark
And it didn't show me anything
I had a guide in the dark
I'm better this, at least I hope so