[Verse 1] Born with urges I can't control I try to hide it but I know you can see right through me Yeah, you can see right through me Questions were answered Ones I never asked anyway I need to bury the past like every filter in your ashtray [Chorus] I've got her poor choices Running through my blood It started 24 years ago It ends right here where we're starting from I get this way day to day I was born with it But I'll fight it Because I'm better than this, at least I hope so [Verse 2] I'm convinced there's something wrong with me Is it something I'm inventing? I was told what she did with me at a time when I was weak With family I see every 52 weeks Imagine 36 for 2 Imagine those Baby Blues I hope I grew to be enough for you [Chorus] I've got her poor choices Running through my blood It started 24 years ago It ends right here where we're starting from I get this way day to day I was born with it But I'll fight it Because I'm better than this, at least I hope so [Bridge] Tonight my weak side showed I made sure I was alone With a match to light the spark I had a guide in the dark Tonight my weak side showed The weakest side I know I made sure I was alone I put myself there, I know With a match to light the spark And it didn't show me anything I had a guide in the dark I'm better this, at least I hope so