[Verse]
I try to stay positive, but all the negative sh**
Is surrounding me, and I can't handle it
It's really pathetic and I immediately regret it
There I said it and I meant it
This rap thing turns me into a menace
I hate it but still I try to defend it
I try to paint a picture and a message
For you, so you can understand the hell I'm in
The more pain that I'm telling
It feels like nobody's listening
That's why I'm stuck in the kitchen
Sinking in all the drinks that I drink
And I start to think that my drinking
Is a problem for me, can someone solve it for me
I'm probably gonna die from it
Why wouldn't I, I know I'm an alcoholic
I empty my wallet on it, got so many flaws
Do not liking this at all, who the f** can I call
'Cause I'm depressed
[Music]
I'm depressed
[Verse]
Why am I banging my scull into the f**ing brick wall
So many sick thoughts, what's wrong with me
Lost my sanity, so crazy
But maybe for me it's an image
Man my life is finished, so yeah, hell I'm in it
They say that sky's the limit
Well it's really far, plus nowadays
No one listens to art, lyrics straight from the heart
Lose one girl, lost two girls, fall in love with the third
Didn't even get her, my love life is f**ing over
My whole life on this earth is over
Why am I still walking in this world
Feels like I'm going back to the pills
My life is like a horror film, for real
What the f** is all these chills
I don't understand it, like I said it's pathetic
And this is my message and I'm depressed
Yoh, I don't like this at all
Who the f** can I call because (yoh what?)
Yoh, because I'm depressed
[Music]
I'm depressed
[Outro]
Yoh, have you ever felt like..
You're so f**ing depressed...
And you don't know what to do..
So yeah, this song goes out to..
I don't know, people like me i guess
To people who have nothing in the world
This song is for you guys..
Cause I can relate to the struggle, yeah