[Verse] I try to stay positive, but all the negative sh** Is surrounding me, and I can't handle it It's really pathetic and I immediately regret it There I said it and I meant it This rap thing turns me into a menace I hate it but still I try to defend it I try to paint a picture and a message For you, so you can understand the hell I'm in The more pain that I'm telling It feels like nobody's listening That's why I'm stuck in the kitchen Sinking in all the drinks that I drink And I start to think that my drinking Is a problem for me, can someone solve it for me I'm probably gonna die from it Why wouldn't I, I know I'm an alcoholic I empty my wallet on it, got so many flaws Do not liking this at all, who the f** can I call 'Cause I'm depressed [Music] I'm depressed [Verse] Why am I banging my scull into the f**ing brick wall So many sick thoughts, what's wrong with me Lost my sanity, so crazy But maybe for me it's an image Man my life is finished, so yeah, hell I'm in it They say that sky's the limit Well it's really far, plus nowadays No one listens to art, lyrics straight from the heart Lose one girl, lost two girls, fall in love with the third Didn't even get her, my love life is f**ing over My whole life on this earth is over Why am I still walking in this world Feels like I'm going back to the pills My life is like a horror film, for real What the f** is all these chills I don't understand it, like I said it's pathetic And this is my message and I'm depressed Yoh, I don't like this at all Who the f** can I call because (yoh what?) Yoh, because I'm depressed [Music] I'm depressed [Outro] Yoh, have you ever felt like.. You're so f**ing depressed... And you don't know what to do.. So yeah, this song goes out to.. I don't know, people like me i guess To people who have nothing in the world This song is for you guys.. Cause I can relate to the struggle, yeah