I always try to be what's expected of me
But uh I just don't really feel like being a makeshift version of myself today
LIFE between a mess and a hard place (never ending)
LIFE between a mess and a hard place
I'm still sinking
Winding down
I know my pride is at stake but I'm sick of playing it safe for now
Winding down
So tired of feeling ashamed too weak to carry the dead weight
What do I know about a life spent living a lie? (A lie)
What do I know about changing faces to get by?
LIFE between a mess and a hard place (never ending)
LIFE between a mess and a hard place
And still I sink
I've grown paranoid it's f**ing wearing on me
Keep me in place (keep me in place)
Keep me in place (suffer me)
Keep me in place (keep me in place)
Keep me in place (suffer me)
Keep me in place shed the false skin show me your way
My reflection doesn't represent me these days
The hours loom
Changing ways
I'll sleep forever
Or I'll never sleep
The hours loom
Changing ways
In every mirror in every face same reflection mocking me
Winding down
I know my pride is at stake but I'm sick of playing it safe for now
Winding down
So tired of feeling ashamed too weak to carry the dead weight
The hours loom changing ways in every mirror in every face
The hours loom changing ways in every mirror in every face
THE HOURS LOOM CHANGING WAYS IN EVERY MIRROR IN EVERY FACE
The hours loom changing ways in every mirror in every face