To The Wind - Winding Down lyrics

I always try to be what's expected of me But uh I just don't really feel like being a makeshift version of myself today LIFE between a mess and a hard place (never ending) LIFE between a mess and a hard place I'm still sinking Winding down I know my pride is at stake but I'm sick of playing it safe for now Winding down So tired of feeling ashamed too weak to carry the dead weight What do I know about a life spent living a lie? (A lie) What do I know about changing faces to get by? LIFE between a mess and a hard place (never ending) LIFE between a mess and a hard place And still I sink I've grown paranoid it's f**ing wearing on me Keep me in place (keep me in place) Keep me in place (suffer me) Keep me in place (keep me in place) Keep me in place (suffer me) Keep me in place shed the false skin show me your way My reflection doesn't represent me these days The hours loom Changing ways I'll sleep forever Or I'll never sleep The hours loom Changing ways In every mirror in every face same reflection mocking me Winding down I know my pride is at stake but I'm sick of playing it safe for now Winding down So tired of feeling ashamed too weak to carry the dead weight The hours loom changing ways in every mirror in every face The hours loom changing ways in every mirror in every face THE HOURS LOOM CHANGING WAYS IN EVERY MIRROR IN EVERY FACE The hours loom changing ways in every mirror in every face