[Jova]
I'm sitting in this parking lot right now writing this
Parked in the corner, I didn't want to shed any light on this
Darkness is the appropriate backdrop for this enlightenment
I put my trust is put into what this might bring, I'm fighting with that
Might sh**, with all my might, all my life is built on this crisis
How did it get like this
I would never turn my back on you
Unless we got close to the wall, and I would turn, put my feet up to kick us back into
Doing whatever it is we would have to do
We have to move, so that we'll do
And use this music as something to put our past into
I have this king midas vision, I need my living to match it too
Get this position I make decisions you can't fathom
Do you imagine these clean lines I image don't get graphic
Through the bullsh** and tragic endings
And I don't know everything I need, but the world may
That's me asking, really, how much can the world weigh
It weighs on my family, it weighs on my friends
Its probably selfish to think I can take the weight off of them
But I take off, I take no days off
Cause the day it pays off will be the day they say he made off with him
Word is born, my plan B for sure: dead
You don't know how good it feels as these words are said
I bite my girl so she can feel something real or something like that
She said f** you, that hurts
I said why the f** won't you bite back
I got fire in my heart, I got pa**ion in my eyes
They ask why you live this hard
For super heroes like me... it's harder to die