[Jova] I'm sitting in this parking lot right now writing this Parked in the corner, I didn't want to shed any light on this Darkness is the appropriate backdrop for this enlightenment I put my trust is put into what this might bring, I'm fighting with that Might sh**, with all my might, all my life is built on this crisis How did it get like this I would never turn my back on you Unless we got close to the wall, and I would turn, put my feet up to kick us back into Doing whatever it is we would have to do We have to move, so that we'll do And use this music as something to put our past into I have this king midas vision, I need my living to match it too Get this position I make decisions you can't fathom Do you imagine these clean lines I image don't get graphic Through the bullsh** and tragic endings And I don't know everything I need, but the world may That's me asking, really, how much can the world weigh It weighs on my family, it weighs on my friends Its probably selfish to think I can take the weight off of them But I take off, I take no days off Cause the day it pays off will be the day they say he made off with him Word is born, my plan B for sure: dead You don't know how good it feels as these words are said I bite my girl so she can feel something real or something like that She said f** you, that hurts I said why the f** won't you bite back I got fire in my heart, I got pa**ion in my eyes They ask why you live this hard For super heroes like me... it's harder to die