But it's like...
But where am i supposed to go when there's nowhere to go?
And if there is, how am I supposed to know where to go?
Nah don't let it show
Nah don't let it sh-
Ah forget it
I need some guidance
Cause I can't keep guiding myself
I keep trying, but I can't hide from myself
I like to lie to myself, and say that I don't need help
Because my pride has been on my side, right by my belt
I pull it out and (*gunshot*)
Another shot to the dome
My foolish pride is suicide and no I'm not going home
Cause if my momma sees me like this
Then I don't know she might just
Well
I don't know...
No I don't know
But I've been told that I got one life
Live it how you want to
If it ain't done right
Forever it's gon' haunt you
But I'm just tryna piece it together
Fingers with questions
It's a puzzle, but the box had no picture to reference
Except scriptures & lessons
But I just stick to my preferences
And I wonder why I'm stuck with this restricted perspective
Slow dancing with introspection
And doing nothing about it
Redecorating my dormancy
It's just something about it
I might not make it no
I might not make it no
I'm too complacent
Lord don't make me face it
Cause I might not make it no
I might not make it no
I'm too complacent
Lord don't make me face it
So how am I supposed to be a witness?
When I can barely call myself a Christian
Cause God's Word was taken & mistaken for religion
With a negative connotation
So someone's relationship with God can be infected by someone else's interpretation of it
So instead of painting pieces of salvation
Nah we gon' tell you how to live your life
And yeah we taking your donations
While we judging you instead of loving you
No this ain't right
Man all these hypocritical clichés keep me up this late
It doesn't help when every other day my faith fluctuates
Feel like I'm stuck in my ways
Every other mistake
Man lately it's been so tough & frustrating I cuss when I pray
Lord forgive me
I know you hear me
And I know You know I mean this sh** sincerely
I feel like
Far too often You caught me on a bad day
I just ask that You meet me half way
Please
Cause like
I might not make-