But it's like... But where am i supposed to go when there's nowhere to go? And if there is, how am I supposed to know where to go? Nah don't let it show Nah don't let it sh- Ah forget it I need some guidance Cause I can't keep guiding myself I keep trying, but I can't hide from myself I like to lie to myself, and say that I don't need help Because my pride has been on my side, right by my belt I pull it out and (*gunshot*) Another shot to the dome My foolish pride is suicide and no I'm not going home Cause if my momma sees me like this Then I don't know she might just Well I don't know... No I don't know But I've been told that I got one life Live it how you want to If it ain't done right Forever it's gon' haunt you But I'm just tryna piece it together Fingers with questions It's a puzzle, but the box had no picture to reference Except scriptures & lessons But I just stick to my preferences And I wonder why I'm stuck with this restricted perspective Slow dancing with introspection And doing nothing about it Redecorating my dormancy It's just something about it I might not make it no I might not make it no I'm too complacent Lord don't make me face it Cause I might not make it no I might not make it no I'm too complacent Lord don't make me face it So how am I supposed to be a witness? When I can barely call myself a Christian Cause God's Word was taken & mistaken for religion With a negative connotation So someone's relationship with God can be infected by someone else's interpretation of it So instead of painting pieces of salvation Nah we gon' tell you how to live your life And yeah we taking your donations While we judging you instead of loving you No this ain't right Man all these hypocritical clichés keep me up this late It doesn't help when every other day my faith fluctuates Feel like I'm stuck in my ways Every other mistake Man lately it's been so tough & frustrating I cuss when I pray Lord forgive me I know you hear me And I know You know I mean this sh** sincerely I feel like Far too often You caught me on a bad day I just ask that You meet me half way Please Cause like I might not make-