You found a path off the track
And you followed that
And now you lack what you had
You were my friend till the end
Now you're hollowed out
I put the pad to the pen
The smiles a cover up
Just like the gla**es are
Now you ain't hit the wall
Just gone too fast to fall
You barely laugh no more
I think you dodge my calls
You say "nothin at all"
Like im bustin your balls
But im watchin you fall
Feelin rotten and forgotten
Stress all in your jaw
Bloodshot, droopy eyes
Groupies ride but no car
Some of the saddest sh**
That I witnessed so far
Either i, overdose in a alleyway
With no friends and no family
Just to be useless, toothless, homeless
Not a heart in anatomy, maybe I
______ ______ to get clean
Make amends, makin friends with a new scene
New life, new eyes with a new gleam
New nikes, all white, new shoe strings
But i'd, rather get high
Cause I need to get by
Cause it hurts my body to wait
______ ______ ______ got a hold of my brain
It's a whole nother thang
It's a cold little game
Man I know they dont understand
All the way what im goin through
Full of people smokin they weed
If they only knew what they homie was doin
It might just ruin a vision of honor to a goner
Ate alive in a Jeffrey Dahmer fashion
Crashin through walls im smashin
______ like a runaway train
In the nose straight into the vein
My life was so insane
But now I can't complain
Cause now im living clean
Its like im living a dream
My fans had no idea I leaned
To the darkness heart was hardened
Hardened by my God on trial
Single file, walkin through that hell
Time to reinvent like doom did
Dead weight who ruined it
They really influenced it
Can't run around town
Too silly soon booin' it
Im tired of gluin' it
Straighter we doin this
Now part of it's lifeless
Man, this ain't the art of it
To me it's just hard to get
Past C+, weak us? not my staff
Step back at least enough
Now add what we shoulda
Dont forget the coulda, woulda
While it's free fallin fast