The Grouch & Eligh - Denial (feat. rick rock) lyrics

You found a path off the track And you followed that And now you lack what you had You were my friend till the end Now you're hollowed out I put the pad to the pen The smiles a cover up Just like the gla**es are Now you ain't hit the wall Just gone too fast to fall You barely laugh no more I think you dodge my calls You say "nothin at all" Like im bustin your balls But im watchin you fall Feelin rotten and forgotten Stress all in your jaw Bloodshot, droopy eyes Groupies ride but no car Some of the saddest sh** That I witnessed so far Either i, overdose in a alleyway With no friends and no family Just to be useless, toothless, homeless Not a heart in anatomy, maybe I ______ ______ to get clean Make amends, makin friends with a new scene New life, new eyes with a new gleam New nikes, all white, new shoe strings But i'd, rather get high Cause I need to get by Cause it hurts my body to wait ______ ______ ______ got a hold of my brain It's a whole nother thang It's a cold little game Man I know they dont understand All the way what im goin through Full of people smokin they weed If they only knew what they homie was doin It might just ruin a vision of honor to a goner Ate alive in a Jeffrey Dahmer fashion Crashin through walls im smashin ______ like a runaway train In the nose straight into the vein My life was so insane But now I can't complain Cause now im living clean Its like im living a dream My fans had no idea I leaned To the darkness heart was hardened Hardened by my God on trial Single file, walkin through that hell Time to reinvent like doom did Dead weight who ruined it They really influenced it Can't run around town Too silly soon booin' it Im tired of gluin' it Straighter we doin this Now part of it's lifeless Man, this ain't the art of it To me it's just hard to get Past C+, weak us? not my staff Step back at least enough Now add what we shoulda Dont forget the coulda, woulda While it's free fallin fast