[Verse 1]
I can't afford the rent
Or to pay off my school debt
I can't do sh** about anything
Except smoke a couple more cigarettes
And if I lay here for long enough
It's almost like I'm dead
[Verse 2]
I'm afraid
I've entered a state of insecurity
I never learned how to love myself
[Bridge x2]
Panic, do nothing
Feel sorry for myself
[Outro]
I can't help it, I feel like sh**
Brain matter gnawing away at itself