[Verse 1] I can't afford the rent Or to pay off my school debt I can't do sh** about anything Except smoke a couple more cigarettes And if I lay here for long enough It's almost like I'm dead [Verse 2] I'm afraid I've entered a state of insecurity I never learned how to love myself [Bridge x2] Panic, do nothing Feel sorry for myself [Outro] I can't help it, I feel like sh** Brain matter gnawing away at itself