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[Verse 1]
I constantly, yearn for approval
I just wanna belong in a world where I'm useful
So I forfeit, things that aren't worth it
But sometimes I just can't tell which things are the most important
So here I am, I'm speaking to you as a fan
Of expressing what you feel I hope you understand
That I'm still trying to heal, so I'm sorry if I'm tired
Every time I try to find out how my mind is wired
I just go insane, I just can't comprehend it
But dear universe I wish to remain as intended
Keep my brain, my heart, my hands and every tendon
The way it's meant to be, man I swear I'm not pretending
It's worth the over thinking and the possible insanity
And even now I'm hardly blinking oh the inhumanity
I'm sinking, but not without a final note
So dear, universe I wish to benefit and grow
[Hook x2]
I'm alive and that's good enough for me
If I couldn't love I'd be, just another cup of tea
On the table where your knee, might just accidentally
Knock it off, but I'm okay obeying gravity
[Verse 2]
Honestly I know exactly why I'm like this
I'm just afraid to say it and it wouldn't be as righteous
To lay it on your conscious cause to me that sh** is priceless
So instead I spark the lifeless using kindness and politeness
Despite this, I still think that I'm not a worthy person
I gotta work hard on recording and rehearsing
On my report card it would say that I'm the worse thing
To ever earn stars but tonight my mind is bursting
Like a supernova, I'm shooting over the rover on Mars
Including the stars, inside a future coma
And so the day I wake up, and smell the new aroma
I'll know it's you, the universe in my persona
[Hook x2]
I'm alive and that's good enough for me
If I couldn't love I'd be, just another cup of tea
On the table where your knee, might just accidentally
Knock it off, but I'm okay obeying gravity