These lyrics were submitted through RapPad - Write Better Lyrics [Verse 1] I constantly, yearn for approval I just wanna belong in a world where I'm useful So I forfeit, things that aren't worth it But sometimes I just can't tell which things are the most important So here I am, I'm speaking to you as a fan Of expressing what you feel I hope you understand That I'm still trying to heal, so I'm sorry if I'm tired Every time I try to find out how my mind is wired I just go insane, I just can't comprehend it But dear universe I wish to remain as intended Keep my brain, my heart, my hands and every tendon The way it's meant to be, man I swear I'm not pretending It's worth the over thinking and the possible insanity And even now I'm hardly blinking oh the inhumanity I'm sinking, but not without a final note So dear, universe I wish to benefit and grow [Hook x2] I'm alive and that's good enough for me If I couldn't love I'd be, just another cup of tea On the table where your knee, might just accidentally Knock it off, but I'm okay obeying gravity [Verse 2] Honestly I know exactly why I'm like this I'm just afraid to say it and it wouldn't be as righteous To lay it on your conscious cause to me that sh** is priceless So instead I spark the lifeless using kindness and politeness Despite this, I still think that I'm not a worthy person I gotta work hard on recording and rehearsing On my report card it would say that I'm the worse thing To ever earn stars but tonight my mind is bursting Like a supernova, I'm shooting over the rover on Mars Including the stars, inside a future coma And so the day I wake up, and smell the new aroma I'll know it's you, the universe in my persona [Hook x2] I'm alive and that's good enough for me If I couldn't love I'd be, just another cup of tea On the table where your knee, might just accidentally Knock it off, but I'm okay obeying gravity