[Hook:]
Good grief, I been reaping what I sow
n***a, I ain't been outside in a minute
I been living what I wrote
And all I see is snakes in the eyes of these n***as
Momma taught me how to read 'em when I look
Miss me at the precinct getting booked
Fishy n***as stick to eating off of hooks
Say you eating, but we see you getting cooked, n***a
[Verse:]
Lately I been panicking, stuck in Lucifer's hand again/life is on a lease and a n***a's gotta pay in advance for rent
Leaning on my rock n***a pushed her over the edge again/pain is writing these verses and toxics writing these rhyming schemes...
Cracks in the halo but a hole in the soul/stitches last a lifetime but these stigmas never grow...
Hard to shake a detail when that sh** is stuck to you/but the meanings pierce the flesh so them b**hes leave bruises...
And my sh** sound like stories when it rocks/hard n***as getting soft off the gavel when I knock...
Paved a better life, but only see TC living it/determination turned depression, n***as really ain't feeling it...
Detachments getting out of hand, time stamps with the pen/worlds collide in my mind but I'm a hell of a reckoning...
I'm done writing sermons, contains too many sixes/vicious, is my mind-state, mentality is also wicked...
I walk with two left feet to walk a righteous path/a n***a stays feeling depressed, I love too much of what's the past...
If loving one was hard, then loving thyself is complicated/that drake sh** is not a charm, and that sh** is imitated...
[Hook:]
[Verse: TC]
I'm feeling stressed out
All this sh** i feel like pac under pressure now
Everything happens so quickly and it be like blow,(gun shot)
Pops ain't even showing a brother love now
My mom helping me see a brighter light
Don't know if I'm still blinded by the flashing lights
Not even a star yet not just like mike
But How you gonna move w/o telling me
When I called you about my tape you ain't even try to speak
Where was you when my soul was weak
And essence why you acting so got damn fake to me
I thought you care for me
I'm not crying and I'm releasing my anger
You make me to cause so much f**ing danger
Nasir you was right about changing
I'm stuck in a mental cage That I'm trapped in
I want to get out
All these demons telling me to stay in