TC Rapper - Longterm Mentality lyrics

[Hook:] Good grief, I been reaping what I sow n***a, I ain't been outside in a minute I been living what I wrote And all I see is snakes in the eyes of these n***as Momma taught me how to read 'em when I look Miss me at the precinct getting booked Fishy n***as stick to eating off of hooks Say you eating, but we see you getting cooked, n***a [Verse:] Lately I been panicking, stuck in Lucifer's hand again/life is on a lease and a n***a's gotta pay in advance for rent Leaning on my rock n***a pushed her over the edge again/pain is writing these verses and toxics writing these rhyming schemes... Cracks in the halo but a hole in the soul/stitches last a lifetime but these stigmas never grow... Hard to shake a detail when that sh** is stuck to you/but the meanings pierce the flesh so them b**hes leave bruises... And my sh** sound like stories when it rocks/hard n***as getting soft off the gavel when I knock... Paved a better life, but only see TC living it/determination turned depression, n***as really ain't feeling it... Detachments getting out of hand, time stamps with the pen/worlds collide in my mind but I'm a hell of a reckoning... I'm done writing sermons, contains too many sixes/vicious, is my mind-state, mentality is also wicked... I walk with two left feet to walk a righteous path/a n***a stays feeling depressed, I love too much of what's the past... If loving one was hard, then loving thyself is complicated/that drake sh** is not a charm, and that sh** is imitated... [Hook:] [Verse: TC] I'm feeling stressed out All this sh** i feel like pac under pressure now Everything happens so quickly and it be like blow,(gun shot) Pops ain't even showing a brother love now My mom helping me see a brighter light Don't know if I'm still blinded by the flashing lights Not even a star yet not just like mike But How you gonna move w/o telling me When I called you about my tape you ain't even try to speak Where was you when my soul was weak And essence why you acting so got damn fake to me I thought you care for me I'm not crying and I'm releasing my anger You make me to cause so much f**ing danger Nasir you was right about changing I'm stuck in a mental cage That I'm trapped in I want to get out All these demons telling me to stay in