[Verse 1]
You walked out
There's a door open
f** the options
I'm home alone like Macaulay Culkin
Too proud to admit it
Tears fall, they create an ocean
Way different than before
f**, I never showed emotion
And now my hearts open
I beat yours 'till its black & blue
I ain't mean to trouble you
How will I find another you?
It's all my fault, you take no blame
But really how could you
Throw 3 years right down the drain
Like it wasn't ever sh** to you?
I know you dyin' on the inside
But you don't show it
We both rocked the boat, I didn't row it
I mean what could I do?
Always had something to prove
I guess we both always knew
I'd go and f**in' blow it
And now I'm sittin' here
Starin' out this window
Puffin' on this cigarette
Hopin' that it lets me go
Cuz this pain about to k** me
It's serious
Got liquor in my system
All this stress, I wanna bury it
So, Dear Ally
There's so much to say
I wish we didn't break hearts
And start over today
I understand you gotta go your own way
Bottle your feels like a Cabernet
Soon to spill for real
Pop off any day
[Chorus]
I'm really sorry for the gimmicks
I'm gonna call you, please gimme a minute
I didn't mean to do, all the things that I do
But baby my love true, so why are you finished?
Are you really finished?
How could you be finished?
I guess you really finished
I guess you really finished....
[Verse 2]
I been goin' out a lot lately
You do the same and it drives me crazy
You come home hella drunk
It's f**in' irritating
I hope you know those dudes are basic
Same ones you be kissin' wasted
Just wanna get you naked
Your double standards
I can't f**in' take it
These girls holler and you f**in' hate it
Now I feel all this times wasted
You know me I never been patient
So why the f** I'm waitin'?
But I guess it's all part of ones love
Cuz after all the bullsh**
I fall victim to your kiss like a drug
I try to handle sh** like a thug
But it's not workin' out
I can't rep it enouuuugh
Tryna' ring ya like a marketer
That's really how you know that I be
Thinkin' of yaaa
Wanna act like I don't matter go do that sh**
Cuz I know that it's a lie for real
f** that sh**
[Chorus] repeat
Written by: Ryan Rinauro