[Verse 1] You walked out There's a door open f** the options I'm home alone like Macaulay Culkin Too proud to admit it Tears fall, they create an ocean Way different than before f**, I never showed emotion And now my hearts open I beat yours 'till its black & blue I ain't mean to trouble you How will I find another you? It's all my fault, you take no blame But really how could you Throw 3 years right down the drain Like it wasn't ever sh** to you? I know you dyin' on the inside But you don't show it We both rocked the boat, I didn't row it I mean what could I do? Always had something to prove I guess we both always knew I'd go and f**in' blow it And now I'm sittin' here Starin' out this window Puffin' on this cigarette Hopin' that it lets me go Cuz this pain about to k** me It's serious Got liquor in my system All this stress, I wanna bury it So, Dear Ally There's so much to say I wish we didn't break hearts And start over today I understand you gotta go your own way Bottle your feels like a Cabernet Soon to spill for real Pop off any day [Chorus] I'm really sorry for the gimmicks I'm gonna call you, please gimme a minute I didn't mean to do, all the things that I do But baby my love true, so why are you finished? Are you really finished? How could you be finished? I guess you really finished I guess you really finished.... [Verse 2] I been goin' out a lot lately You do the same and it drives me crazy You come home hella drunk It's f**in' irritating I hope you know those dudes are basic Same ones you be kissin' wasted Just wanna get you naked Your double standards I can't f**in' take it These girls holler and you f**in' hate it Now I feel all this times wasted You know me I never been patient So why the f** I'm waitin'? But I guess it's all part of ones love Cuz after all the bullsh** I fall victim to your kiss like a drug I try to handle sh** like a thug But it's not workin' out I can't rep it enouuuugh Tryna' ring ya like a marketer That's really how you know that I be Thinkin' of yaaa Wanna act like I don't matter go do that sh** Cuz I know that it's a lie for real f** that sh** [Chorus] repeat Written by: Ryan Rinauro