[Dialogue:]
[Jazmine:] Mom
[Jazmine's Mom:] What's the matter, Jaz?
[Jazmine:] He did it again. He hit me
[Jazmine's Mom:] He did what? Calm down, OK. Calm down
[Jazmine:] I'ma k** him
[Jazmine's Mom:] Listen to me...
[Jazmine:] I'ma k** him. I know I'ma k** him
[Jazmine's Mom:] Listen to me. Get your stuff and come home
[Jazmine:] I can't come home. I'm a k** him. I'm a do it
[Verse 1]
I'm sitting contemplating
Is it worth it, should I take it?
Take that shot and change my life
Get that Glock and take his life
Hospitals and bloody noses
This would end all, I suppose that I could leave
Knowing I can't leave
So it's either him or me
Cause he's gon' k** me if I stay I know
He's gon' k** me, he can't change I know
From the first time that he did it
Made a promise that he'd quit it (sh**)
It's gotten so much worse
Don't wanna end up in a hearse
I guess I gotta do it first
Guess I gotta do it first
[Chorus:]
I can't go back now, back now, I'm runnin'
Nowhere to go cops, I hear them comin'
But if they catch me I still ain't sorry
If that was wrong just call me guilty
Cause if you knew what he did to me
I know I would get your sympathy
So if they catch me I still ain't sorry
Just lock me up and call me guilty
[Verse 2]
I did it, pulled the trigger
It wasn't so hard to figure
Before I did it I said
"This was for all the blood I shed."
For all the women who've gone through this sh**
Can't think of what to do (this sh**)
Done tore 'em up inside and out
Whose still trynna get out
He's gon' k** you if you stay I know
I've been through this so yes I know
I know he promised that he'd quit it
If you believe him, girl forget it (sh**)
You know I'm right
Don't wanna see him take your life
And it will only just get worse
That's why I had to do it first
[Repeat Chorus]
[Bridge]
There's so much blood, I grab my stuff
But before I could leave, the cops busted in
"You have the right to remain silent"
No, I have the right to stay alive
But guess what, I'd do it again
He woulda k**ed me before I k**ed him
It woulda been him up in this building
It woulda been him faking tears
But what's funny is that I'm the one standing here
[Repeat Chorus]