Salaam Remi - Call Me Guilty lyrics

[Dialogue:] [Jazmine:] Mom [Jazmine's Mom:] What's the matter, Jaz? [Jazmine:] He did it again. He hit me [Jazmine's Mom:] He did what? Calm down, OK. Calm down [Jazmine:] I'ma k** him [Jazmine's Mom:] Listen to me... [Jazmine:] I'ma k** him. I know I'ma k** him [Jazmine's Mom:] Listen to me. Get your stuff and come home [Jazmine:] I can't come home. I'm a k** him. I'm a do it [Verse 1] I'm sitting contemplating Is it worth it, should I take it? Take that shot and change my life Get that Glock and take his life Hospitals and bloody noses This would end all, I suppose that I could leave Knowing I can't leave So it's either him or me Cause he's gon' k** me if I stay I know He's gon' k** me, he can't change I know From the first time that he did it Made a promise that he'd quit it (sh**) It's gotten so much worse Don't wanna end up in a hearse I guess I gotta do it first Guess I gotta do it first [Chorus:] I can't go back now, back now, I'm runnin' Nowhere to go cops, I hear them comin' But if they catch me I still ain't sorry If that was wrong just call me guilty Cause if you knew what he did to me I know I would get your sympathy So if they catch me I still ain't sorry Just lock me up and call me guilty [Verse 2] I did it, pulled the trigger It wasn't so hard to figure Before I did it I said "This was for all the blood I shed." For all the women who've gone through this sh** Can't think of what to do (this sh**) Done tore 'em up inside and out Whose still trynna get out He's gon' k** you if you stay I know I've been through this so yes I know I know he promised that he'd quit it If you believe him, girl forget it (sh**) You know I'm right Don't wanna see him take your life And it will only just get worse That's why I had to do it first [Repeat Chorus] [Bridge] There's so much blood, I grab my stuff But before I could leave, the cops busted in "You have the right to remain silent" No, I have the right to stay alive But guess what, I'd do it again He woulda k**ed me before I k**ed him It woulda been him up in this building It woulda been him faking tears But what's funny is that I'm the one standing here [Repeat Chorus]