And it all comes rushing back
The feelings I tried to forget
The ones I buried in my head
They scratch their way back towards the surface
What did I do to deserve this
This time
I'll try
To find the remedy
Before this consumes me
If I can't find the control
It'll leave me alone
Yeah I already know
The fire's in me
And I know I've been acting cold
But still this fire inside me grows
And everyone I love and everyone I know
Will surely get burned
And when the day finally comes
When I've left myself with no one
At least I'll know this solitude
Is something that I've earned
And if you take a step towards me
You'll start to feel the heat
Not born of love not fit to f**ing breathe
A heat that burns you eternally
And it still comes rushing back
I clench my fists I grit my teeth
And feel it start to eat away at me
The kind of hatred you can see
The kind that haunts you while you sleep
If I
Can't find
The love I buried inside
I'll just shut my eyes
And let this fire die
And be left with ashes
And I know I've been acting cold
But still this fire inside me grows
And everyone I love and everyone I know
Will surely get burned
And when the day finally comes
When I've left myself with no one
At least I'll know this solitude
Is something that I've earned
Pry open these clenched fists
Fill them with calm and forgiveness
I'm losing the will to fight this
I'm burning out while this still persists
I don't want to be angry anymore