Safehaven - Solitude lyrics

And it all comes rushing back The feelings I tried to forget The ones I buried in my head They scratch their way back towards the surface What did I do to deserve this This time I'll try To find the remedy Before this consumes me If I can't find the control It'll leave me alone Yeah I already know The fire's in me And I know I've been acting cold But still this fire inside me grows And everyone I love and everyone I know Will surely get burned And when the day finally comes When I've left myself with no one At least I'll know this solitude Is something that I've earned And if you take a step towards me You'll start to feel the heat Not born of love not fit to f**ing breathe A heat that burns you eternally And it still comes rushing back I clench my fists I grit my teeth And feel it start to eat away at me The kind of hatred you can see The kind that haunts you while you sleep If I Can't find The love I buried inside I'll just shut my eyes And let this fire die And be left with ashes And I know I've been acting cold But still this fire inside me grows And everyone I love and everyone I know Will surely get burned And when the day finally comes When I've left myself with no one At least I'll know this solitude Is something that I've earned Pry open these clenched fists Fill them with calm and forgiveness I'm losing the will to fight this I'm burning out while this still persists I don't want to be angry anymore