Lately, I've got an ache in my stomach
Lowlife like I'm racing to plummet
Looking at the lake like I want proof
That it's really gonna be safe when I jump in
f** anybody making a**umptions
Like "Hey, you know what you're doing's not good
So you better stop, so you don't end up on a road
Where you end up paying for dumb sh**."
Fade as I sway in abundance
With my two cents, never stay in the budget
Painful to some yet, my bad trips
Are the reason I look at life and still say that it's something
As I inhale haze from a nugget
I strip pieces of brain from the musket
Some of these doors aim for a good time
While others aim for a hike straight to the summit
How does one pick a name for a puppet?
Get twelve, one should be great in the dozen
Somehow I stay brave when I'm hunted
By a spineless creature with a face of destruction
Live life in a maze of concussions
That I receive when my faith doesn't function
Wake up everyday locked to invisible chains
I'm feeling like a damn slave in a dungeon
Hate life, but I dated the dumb b**h
Broke up with her when she broke me
Smoking OZ's. sh**, drinking OE's
But none of it'll get me closer to knowing me
Pale skin, looking like a ghost see
I'm turning to a living person slowly
Change resonates from the days walking round with
The black in the bag, hoping I OD'd
But I didn't. So every breath is a trophy
Lonely at home with no hope of my own
No control in my role, living broke in a hole
Feeling closed in the soul, I'm opposed to the holy
Believe what you don't even know, see
Me standing there in a battered up reflection
I guess "battered" is a matter of perception
I'm superman, you go to battle with my cleft chin
Lately, we're as adamant as best friends
Tell Eve I'm with Adam in the cess den
I been on a path where no matter where I go
I'm gonna end up with my back up in a dead end