RSNZ - Ache lyrics

Lately, I've got an ache in my stomach Lowlife like I'm racing to plummet Looking at the lake like I want proof That it's really gonna be safe when I jump in f** anybody making a**umptions Like "Hey, you know what you're doing's not good So you better stop, so you don't end up on a road Where you end up paying for dumb sh**." Fade as I sway in abundance With my two cents, never stay in the budget Painful to some yet, my bad trips Are the reason I look at life and still say that it's something As I inhale haze from a nugget I strip pieces of brain from the musket Some of these doors aim for a good time While others aim for a hike straight to the summit How does one pick a name for a puppet? Get twelve, one should be great in the dozen Somehow I stay brave when I'm hunted By a spineless creature with a face of destruction Live life in a maze of concussions That I receive when my faith doesn't function Wake up everyday locked to invisible chains I'm feeling like a damn slave in a dungeon Hate life, but I dated the dumb b**h Broke up with her when she broke me Smoking OZ's. sh**, drinking OE's But none of it'll get me closer to knowing me Pale skin, looking like a ghost see I'm turning to a living person slowly Change resonates from the days walking round with The black in the bag, hoping I OD'd But I didn't. So every breath is a trophy Lonely at home with no hope of my own No control in my role, living broke in a hole Feeling closed in the soul, I'm opposed to the holy Believe what you don't even know, see Me standing there in a battered up reflection I guess "battered" is a matter of perception I'm superman, you go to battle with my cleft chin Lately, we're as adamant as best friends Tell Eve I'm with Adam in the cess den I been on a path where no matter where I go I'm gonna end up with my back up in a dead end