story of my life
searching for the right
but it keeps avoiding me
sorrow in my soul
cuz it seems that wrong
really loves my company
hes more than a man
and this is more than love
the reason that the sky is blue
but the clouds are rolling in
because im gone again
and to him i just cant be true
and i know that he knows im unfaithful
and it k**s him inside
to know that i am happy with some other guy
i can see him dying
i dont want to do this anymore
i dont want to be the reason why
every time i walk out door
i see him die a little more inside
and i dont want to hurt him anymore
and i dont want to take away his life
i dont want to be a murderer
i feel it in the air
as im doing my hair
preparing for another date
a kiss up on my cheek
hes here reluctantly
as if im going to be out late
i say i wont be long
just hanging with the girl
a liar didn't have to tell
because we both know where im about to go
and we know it very well
cuz i know that he knows im unfaithful
and it k**s him inside
i can see him dying
i dont want to do this anymore
i dont want to be the reason why
every time i walk out the door
i see him die a little more inside
and i dont want to hurt him anymore
i dont want to take away his life
idont want to be a murderer
our love his trust
i might as well take a gun and put it to his head
get it over with
i dont want to do this anymore (anymore)
and i dont want to do this anymore
i dont want to be the reason why
and every time i walk out the door
i see him die a little more inside
and i dont hurt hiom anymore
i dont want to take away his life
i dont want to be a murderer (murderer)
no no no
yeah yeah yeah