Rihanna - Unfaithful lyrics

story of my life searching for the right but it keeps avoiding me sorrow in my soul cuz it seems that wrong really loves my company hes more than a man and this is more than love the reason that the sky is blue but the clouds are rolling in because im gone again and to him i just cant be true and i know that he knows im unfaithful and it k**s him inside to know that i am happy with some other guy i can see him dying i dont want to do this anymore i dont want to be the reason why every time i walk out door i see him die a little more inside and i dont want to hurt him anymore and i dont want to take away his life i dont want to be a murderer i feel it in the air as im doing my hair preparing for another date a kiss up on my cheek hes here reluctantly as if im going to be out late i say i wont be long just hanging with the girl a liar didn't have to tell because we both know where im about to go and we know it very well cuz i know that he knows im unfaithful and it k**s him inside i can see him dying i dont want to do this anymore i dont want to be the reason why every time i walk out the door i see him die a little more inside and i dont want to hurt him anymore i dont want to take away his life idont want to be a murderer our love his trust i might as well take a gun and put it to his head get it over with i dont want to do this anymore (anymore) and i dont want to do this anymore i dont want to be the reason why and every time i walk out the door i see him die a little more inside and i dont hurt hiom anymore i dont want to take away his life i dont want to be a murderer (murderer) no no no yeah yeah yeah