[Intro]
I wake up in the morning and I ask myself
Is life full of sh** or did I a** myself?
Let it sink in
[Verse 1]
Look I ain't gon sing on this beat even tho my heart wants too
When it comes to living anymore I'm beyond spiteful
Cough cough
(Click click
I'm tired of living)
Get the knife
Get the rifle
Halloween night got me feeling like Michael
My mothers still in love with him
Me I'm really tired of him
Has another home and his clothes
In the closet bins
Mom I love you, you need to move on
Mom I love you, tell me what's going on
Mom I love you, I'll k** for you
That man is my father but he's done some things to you
Paying part of rent, ain't the thing to do
I mean it helps out
But why the f** walk out
To be crawling right back in
To ya family?
Such a tragedy
Man that sh** is so damaging
And the pain is still there
Foreshadowed this
I saw this coming
I've should've warned my mother
Regardless she was with nothing
Literally, physically she was with not a thing
[Hook]
I'm tired of it it's that hi power
Living to die but that's that hi power
Smoke away my lungs it's that sour hour
3 fingers in the air, catching fire
I'm tired of it but it's that hi power
All we do is Win to lose but that's that hi power
Avoided a couple situations but I ain't a coward
Devoured every desire I'm catching fire
[Verse 2]
In and out of relationships
My heart is tired of the aching
In some cage it's waking in
Searched for Cupid no paging him
I demoted my time
Every single time
For every singe dime
That was mine
But they weren't really mine
They weren't really mine
Been cheated on more than tests
Apologize for being repetitive
But like the cognac
I gotta get it off my chest
And that sh** burning me
Last b**h set me on fire, left me on third degree
Burn
So the herbs I let it burn
Every problem coming to me, I just let it burn
School ain't getting easier, the system so retarded
Financial aid helping, intuition keeps bombarding
Gotta pay for books, gotta pay for food
Gotta pay for transportation
No room for dedication
Colleges becoming such a f**ing ha**le now
Got a scholarship, but I ain't accomplish sh**
[Hook]