Rewind - Tired of It lyrics

[Intro] I wake up in the morning and I ask myself Is life full of sh** or did I a** myself? Let it sink in [Verse 1] Look I ain't gon sing on this beat even tho my heart wants too When it comes to living anymore I'm beyond spiteful Cough cough (Click click I'm tired of living) Get the knife Get the rifle Halloween night got me feeling like Michael My mothers still in love with him Me I'm really tired of him Has another home and his clothes In the closet bins Mom I love you, you need to move on Mom I love you, tell me what's going on Mom I love you, I'll k** for you That man is my father but he's done some things to you Paying part of rent, ain't the thing to do I mean it helps out But why the f** walk out To be crawling right back in To ya family? Such a tragedy Man that sh** is so damaging And the pain is still there Foreshadowed this I saw this coming I've should've warned my mother Regardless she was with nothing Literally, physically she was with not a thing [Hook] I'm tired of it it's that hi power Living to die but that's that hi power Smoke away my lungs it's that sour hour 3 fingers in the air, catching fire I'm tired of it but it's that hi power All we do is Win to lose but that's that hi power Avoided a couple situations but I ain't a coward Devoured every desire I'm catching fire [Verse 2] In and out of relationships My heart is tired of the aching In some cage it's waking in Searched for Cupid no paging him I demoted my time Every single time For every singe dime That was mine But they weren't really mine They weren't really mine Been cheated on more than tests Apologize for being repetitive But like the cognac I gotta get it off my chest And that sh** burning me Last b**h set me on fire, left me on third degree Burn So the herbs I let it burn Every problem coming to me, I just let it burn School ain't getting easier, the system so retarded Financial aid helping, intuition keeps bombarding Gotta pay for books, gotta pay for food Gotta pay for transportation No room for dedication Colleges becoming such a f**ing ha**le now Got a scholarship, but I ain't accomplish sh** [Hook]