[Intro]
Yeah, just let this b**h breath
Uhuh, just let this b**h breath
Yeah
[Verse 1]
Every time I build hope its like everything just shoots me down
Its like life is a giant film and the movies loud
And no ones there to listen but I feel like I'm the only one who even pays attention
Why do I always get stuck in these positions
When I try to avoid the very thing that I get in man
And people telling me they know how I feel struggling to make a meal
So mama won't pay them bills
Young mogul swear my mind is like a gold mine if I ever need some clarity
In my mind is where I'll go mind
Sometimes I ask myself are we even here the whole time or when we close our
Eyes do our minds just go blind
I think back to when I first fell in love soph*more year in high school
At least I thought thats what it was, I thought I was in luck but love was
Like a drug and for those of you wondering, yeah Ebony was who it was, damn
Kinda glad that I just named dropped and it seems like everything stops
Cause once I start writing I guess the pain drops I know its wrong but Im
Just praying that this game stops
I see no originality only "trap beat flows" filled with agony
I feel different cause I have to be
And fear is chasing after me, destiny is lapping me I'm setting up for tragedy
Can't believe the victim role is what I have to be
[Hook]
You did this to me
(alright x3)
This is who I'm meant to be
(alright x3)
Didn't wanna be this cold, but I can't be the old me no more x2
(oh no x4)
[Verse 2]
Gotta say I changed a lot the last 4 years
Stopped crying now the kid ain't shedding no tears
But what grows is fear inside my soul
Of losing all the things that I cannot control
Yeah I got some hoes and I smoked some dro
Even stole a few items from them corner stores
Catholic boy confused about religious rules
Until he got older, developed his on views
Gotta take action NO, needa take action
Friendship between Davon, Kriss, and me is slacking
Things ain't been the same since me and Davon had Zaire
All that commotion that went on but I ain't really care
And I been stuck in fear, and I been stuck in guilt
I know its wrong but I feel I destroyed what we built
sh** bros before hoes is a true saying, I had to settle down
Cause I was really through playing, I know the ones that be "Rahmel this dudes slaying"
Then talk behind my back, been knew you dudes were faking some fronting like he average
But think this dudes amazing, some thinking he Satanic saying this dudes a Mason
Or that this dudes an agent
Or that this dudes so ancient
People who really be talking be the dudes who ain't sh**
But I dont stress I just keep my ears to the pavement so I can listen to the snakes
That want me to vanquish that want me to anquish
That dont 'stand me cause your worst enemy
Could really be your best man be
And they telling me they want another Seven Seals
And I'm just saying what you talking bout Jesus still here
Yeah Jesus still here and I ain't leaving yet, they say life
Starts when you breath and I ain't breathing yet
And I'm just writing down my thoughts cause you ain't see em yet
As I simply just lay me to rest
[Hook]