Smoking in the rain
Coping with the pain
Hopin I remain
Cause my soul is so ashamed
I apologize for all the lies
And all the times you balled your eyes
You would try to modify in ways to make you qualify
But I never compromised I just told you drop and die
I was livin like a fool doin d** and skippin school
Only thing I didn't do was listen to your rules
If you seen me lackin air would you laugh or would you stare
Would you think that that was fair, would you even have a care
If I pa**ed away today, let me ask what would you say
Would you cry would you pray, or put ashes on my grave
Would you say that I was worthless and I lived without a purpose
Or would you say I'm perfect and tell god I don't deserve this
Go out and learn some curses to bring me back to the surface
Resurrect me from the dead All these question in my head
Cause the only thing that's destined is we're destined to be dead