QMC - Light Dies (Light Yagami) lyrics

Smoking in the rain Coping with the pain Hopin I remain Cause my soul is so ashamed I apologize for all the lies And all the times you balled your eyes You would try to modify in ways to make you qualify But I never compromised I just told you drop and die I was livin like a fool doin d** and skippin school Only thing I didn't do was listen to your rules If you seen me lackin air would you laugh or would you stare Would you think that that was fair, would you even have a care If I pa**ed away today, let me ask what would you say Would you cry would you pray, or put ashes on my grave Would you say that I was worthless and I lived without a purpose Or would you say I'm perfect and tell god I don't deserve this Go out and learn some curses to bring me back to the surface Resurrect me from the dead All these question in my head Cause the only thing that's destined is we're destined to be dead