The time of disdain
Has done its will
I was destroyed and ruined
And it has devastated me
Even though it didn't finish me
I was left mutilated, humiliated
I've been mocked in front of an impetuous virility
Scorn
Disgust alongside a cheerful youth
Those eyes filled with monumental shame
Turned excitement in compa**ion
Violent and insatiable lust
Obsessed with sublimation of flesh
An opprobrious dark monstrosity
Turned perversion into pathology
While masturbating
Caressing genitals
I started squeezing out the juice
So ashamed that I felt
As the first came out
I was buried in a rough display
Of subliminal existence
Intellectual vanity aroused by a chronic
Narcissistic neuropathy