The time of disdain Has done its will I was destroyed and ruined And it has devastated me Even though it didn't finish me I was left mutilated, humiliated I've been mocked in front of an impetuous virility Scorn Disgust alongside a cheerful youth Those eyes filled with monumental shame Turned excitement in compa**ion Violent and insatiable lust Obsessed with sublimation of flesh An opprobrious dark monstrosity Turned perversion into pathology While masturbating Caressing genitals I started squeezing out the juice So ashamed that I felt As the first came out I was buried in a rough display Of subliminal existence Intellectual vanity aroused by a chronic Narcissistic neuropathy