[Intro: Karui]
Please show me the way and hold my hand
And tell me all you know
[Verse 1]
I don't want to say rockabye
To the child of a concubine
And at the same time I find myself in this predicament
Like, I know that it's a blessing raising up a kid with a wife
But I don't want to put my heart in someone else's sight
They might a**a**inate all that I have left
Lone wolf until my last breath
But that's only a part of me
The other side is whole heartedly
Aching for someone to take this place
And then maybe we'll get to making a future
But Lucifer's truly testing my patience
So much responsibility in raising my seed
Making sure that he's studying hard and he's in the top three
Or hoping that she won't go through the motions
And these men won't leave her wounds open
And she won't be choked by the thorns that I've seen
Plus the fact that they may never know God
And that's what really k**s me
Letting them know that at one time I was broken and filthy
But all that I say can not sway their decision
So I would just pray and wait
For the day they say they're forgiven
And accepting that he has risen so in turn we can rise
No telling who's in there future
They could be wolves in disguise
I don't want the lies to tear my child apart
Depart from whatever is dark
I know that road can seem oh so cold
Until you need a spark
My selfish sinful state of mind can not fathom
Bearing a child
Am I Able?
My Cain is made out of Adam
So even with the darkest grime I must shine
Regardless of if I'm not sublime or fine
My mind's similar to wine
It gets better with time
Reminded of all that has made me
This child is not ready to have a baby
But maybe, in due time
This Lupin can heal a heart and not steal it
I'm far from a villain
No vigilante pleads for children
[Chorus: Karui]
Who is God?
Oh should I fear thee?
Will He love me just like you? x2
[Outro]
Understand
I am just a man
With no special plans
Landed in a place I can not stand
With my own two hands
Building up my castle out of sand
Then crash
Just another victim to the stampede that is Vash